have been sleeping at 1am - 2am everyday and waking up at 8am.
damn.. how tired i am.

another word of the day

god damnit! days have passed by in a flash .

but i still love my two teammates that i worked with until dec 15,

i find they are really nice to be through thick and thin,

rather reliable. though the last day cock up until im panicky quite abit. hehe

one is full of strings of swear words, cute okay.. a good relieve of stress, i think even if im crying, his swear words would jus make me laugh because not tat it was funny, but because he sort of speaks out the anger and frustration that i also had and kinda feels like in the same boat.. and tat realli is quite funni. lol

one is full of lame jokes huh who is super diligent and really on means on one. u are my super hero~~~~ <--cao ge song okay.

and me i find is impatient, panicky until a few times wanna cry and wont be able to complete if without them.

:D

I learn alot from working in a team~

alright love you two.

i would give u a hug and a piece of chocolate for christmas.

enlightenment of the day

"jealousy is the root of all evil"

is the thought of the day.

and as what i told Zhiqun, that i promise myself never to starve again,

I now promise myself never to get jealous of people's achievements again.

"never compare yourself with others"

is what kendrick used to tell me. :)

I think he taught me alot of things...

just keep improving...

quote of the day

my respectable brother told me the difference of 3 types of people...

there is a boat in the middle of the sea, then suddenly a huge wave came by followed by thunder and lightning.

" a negative guy will say, "oh shit... i sure cant do it.. sure die liao, oh my god....why this happen to me..."

"a positive guy will say, "nevermind.. sure can, things will be better, jus have to wait for the tide to calm down..jus wait for it.."

"a realist guy will say, " lets go with the direction of the wave"

jus like what bruce lee said "be like water, flow like water" <-- cant exactly rmbs the whole verse..

:)

thanks bro..

new and exciting trip!

hi boys and girls,

may i ask

WHO IS INTERESTED IN design in general?

let me know,

im planning a short trip and course in UK later this year, around july.

Its gonna be important and good for future designers,

please tell me and we could plan things out!

will not be very expensive or cheap, hehehe. around 4k for the whole 1 month trip and course, plus air ticket, plus lodging, plus course, plus food! everything!

Tell me earlier, need to book one~

and you noe u would love to go~~~

:D

gooooooooogle me...

Jus discovered the wonders of googld mapping. Some people may know this, but I'm really amazed by this!

Check this out.
http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&source=s_q&hl=en&geocode=&q=29th+st+and+park+ave&sll=40.743973,-73.983704&sspn=0.007503,0.007381&g=29th+st+and+park+ave,+se+corner&ie=UTF8&hq=&hnear=Park+Ave+S+%26+E+29th+St,+New+York,+10016&ll=40.743903,-73.983772&spn=0.000707,0.001717&t=h&z=20&iwloc=A&layer=c&cbll=40.743948,-73.983676&panoid=Wr6HGYMILQiv3urRAq2n3Q&cbp=12,2.53,,0,20.96

seems like i could fantasize myself travelling to different countries every night! :D

hurry hurray!

NOW I HAVE TWO most important people in my life (other than my family members).
hehe

1. Zhiqun
2. Perry
( not in order )

:D
you two are god damn important. lol

okay bye.

hurry hurry

its weird bout how i feel now.

i felt nervous,
its not like i don hav jobs for me seriously,
and its not like i in need of money.

but i feel,
i really got to be harder on myself,
i think i slack too much already.
how come i am working jus on one job?
i find it is really not enough, still can push more.
theres only so much u can learn from within 9 to 6pm.

so what if i got the job i wanted to go?

now the question is,
what can i get from it?
how much i wan to learn from it within a short period?
and where i see myself in the next 5 years if i take up tat job?


I seriously find time is not enough,
you snooze, you lose.

i find that

the road ahead is gonna be much tougher.....

phew!

and i look back at the portfolio i did a few months ago,

urgh! it can be so much better! :(