i find that

the road ahead is gonna be much tougher.....

phew!

and i look back at the portfolio i did a few months ago,

urgh! it can be so much better! :(

I LOVE TIMES

theres some websites that I cant get enough of,
yet when i on my comp and start to use the net for the first time, i wont surf that site.
Until when I'm really on that site, then it engages me totally.

ITS TIMES!
hahaha
just check this out these below.

Accident
Local people gather at the site of the accident where an express train rammed into the back of another train near India's northern city of Mathura. At least 21 passengers were killed.





Wide Load
One of the two gigantic chambers that will be installed at a coke plant in Muskiz, Spain travels through town on the way to the construction site.




Emergency
A man shouts for help while trying to rescue a woman from the floods in Sao Jose do Rio Preto, Brazil.




IT's amazing when u thought your life sucks, and then u see those photos, u thought u suck for thinking tat way when people are even having a shitter life than you.

ITS A GOOD PHOTO SITE FOR people who hav suicidal thoughts cos they think its too tough for them to handle. :)

its motivational to me~ i think i got an urge to go for volunteering work overseas.

Through this, i must say I am not a very

"I must die die do design and mg! I will work so hard I will be so good!"

kind of person. I find that I have to fulfill some other parts of my little goals to make me who I am.

Can also means I have TWO passions, one is in what I would like to do everyday, and one is what I like to achieve in my life process. That of cos is design, and the other one is to travel & see the world.

I thought about it, I won't want to be ambitious in my work. i wont be James Jean, Miyazaki or Takehiko Inoue because I am not so into it. I find if I am so into my work, I will not be myself.
So i just do my work well, focus on process and also amazed myself with what is happening in the world can liao.

then i can die in peace after 60 years from now :P
counting down!
59 years, 365 days to go~

when im 59 years 132.5 days away from dying (which is 6 months later), I must achieve
1. 5 good portfolio pieces in moving graphics, able to show good movement, good concept and my strength for future employers.
2. Work on concepts (to keep it short, its too long to say into details)
3. Travel to 2 destinations (can be just Bintan, or rural areas), take something back from there, learn about their way of life and culture. Learn to appreciate my own life back in S'pore.
I always believe this phrase "Travelling is to make you go a longer way"

OK BRB
blog continue next time

quote of the day

Anyone familiar with Murphy's law?
its like Newton's law, a law that is fixed and proven to be correct.
but Murphy's law is special.
Its a law that states "What can be wrong, will be wrong".
Its not a coincidence, its a law!

hahaha

so if u spread a bread with peanut butter on one side, and u toss it across the floor, the peanut butter side will sure hit the floor instead of the plain side.
its like 'suay~~ ar'
but its proven that its correct!!
so weird right? hahah
and i believe in Murphy's law. :D

So to prevent that, planning and minimising any error that u could spot on your side~ other luckness not within your control. hahhaha

and next time if u met with some bad things, don say 'WAH LAO WHY I SO SUAY!"
instead say "MURPHY'S LAW. OH WELL... WHAT TO DO~" and laugh~ haha

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Lights and shadow creative director:

"I think studying is a waste of time"

Antz:

"I think you all should go out and work first"

My sister and my mum:

"Work first is better, experience is something you cant learn in school"

"Plus our family don't have money for you to further studies even if with MDA scholarship, cos still need to fork out 50k. how u going to pay back? within 5 years, every month 1k leh.. so tough u noe, that time i loan 17k, i use 2 years to pay back, and its really tough."

(plus her starting salary was 2.5 k and above when she first start working.)

in the design field,

QU NA LI ZAO 2.5k STARTING PAY JOB?!

Joan:

"I see you good, you see me good" <---- people tend to overlook what happiness they have, and when they see people around them having a better life at a certain time, they sulk and envy the other person. overlooking what is good for them when tough times hit them.

That's what I'm thinking, dammit! I'm so wrong...

Honestly, that is a nice phrase from her! hehehe~

the rest that supports the other side are not important.

as thus i have decided!

:))))))))

TIME TO GO really working....! (in sch not counted as working experience hoh)

I noe a lot of friends will hurray me for it.

"hip hip!"

new inspiration of the day

Suddenly I have a thought!

: i feel like trying out sexy semi-nude model for photography shoot.

jus clad in mini shorts and t shirt, along the line of Graniph and Uniqlo

HAHA!

so who wan to hire me~?

I guess i got to start it myself first~` =)

Inspired from : http://ffffound.com

and http://www.tonguechic.com/articles/68-World-Without-Strangers-Tee-Project

"Jus keep going, just keep going" :)

nice quote from a fren~

Copy and paste from ah meng, zhi qun's blog:

Just something to remind myself.(or for the readers)
You get into a relationship, not because you need to..
But because you want to.
Only when you feel "complete" with yourself,
then can you feel "complete" with another.

:) NICE!! i like!! next time he can be a philosopher expert.
I shall feel 'complete' myself first..
yae~

and a tiny update:
IM GOING FOR ADVANCE THEORY DRIVING TEST THIS SAT~~ whee (all thanks to the book borrowed by zhiqun, total save me $10 bucks.. thankew and you're welcome too)

i'll be able to zooooooommmmm across the town not for a long time from now. :)
and also a tiny wheeny interview. hhehehehehhe
shhhhh....


see ya!

quote of the day

I can feel that the road ahead is going to be much, much tougher.

but there is no way i would want to turn back! :)

Today is tuesday!

and today i learn how to do
SILK SCREENING! yipee.. so next time i could DIY print my graphic on my tote bag :D

and heres a nice graphic novel called 'Umbrella Academy'.
What is it about?
I dunno, but the graphic looks cool and the title is rainy enough!


see ya!

factssssss of the day #1

The world's largest building without
internal supports is the Goodyear Airship hangar,
in Akron, Ohio - it has 55 million cubic feet of air.
Clouds form in the top of the structure during sudden temperature
changes, and it rains

About 25% of the universe consists of "dark matter",
and about 70% consists of "dark energy",
leaving only about 5% of the universe visible to us.